Stars n month

I can't be the most powerful. I'm just a girl who is always wrong. What I did was wrong. Was I born just to make a mistake? I don't understand what the world asked the stupid girl like me. Float like living in space, just big rocks floating around me.
I want to be like the stars that can emit their own light and natural shine. That looks small but it was very large. Conversely, I don't want to be the month that just reflects the light from the others. When viewed from a distance looks pretty, but a closer look very ugly.